… until 0.00 this evening when I get back in I feel like a drink.  Mmmm alcoholic beverages.

But I don’t have any lager

I can’t get to sleep without my music but my iPod died out when I started to play my music. Understand my annoyance with the bloody thing.

Apple I will seek revenge!!!!!!!!!!!

Although I wonder why I’m blaming apple really, it is after all not their fault my battery went flat.

Somebody please entertain me on my mobile and if you’re too cheap then call me on skype for free you wonderful people who shall survive the robotic uprising. You know who you are!

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TFIELDING@HOTMAIL.COM

edit: make yourself aware of this plz: taylor calls crime stoppers

… In this dream it was one of my usual ones where it gets weird with landscapes mix and some kind of bizarre adventure ensues, it was bright out likely summer and at the end of this dream out of nowhere my old car comes flying down the road, brakes heavily that i could even smell the burning rubber of the tyres. He then gets out of the door and comes up to me and grabs me, he says “i’ve always loved you” and he kisses me.

This dream was so vivid i could taste him on my lips, i felt his heart beat and the whole lot. Thats when i woke up.

Understand that this post may be deleted but there you have it a meaningful post from me and my many disfunctions. I could spend hours elaborating on everything but i’m limited to 1000 characters and quite frankly i can’t be handling such sensitive matters without excess drink of some kind.

So yeah.

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… He did then i’m sure it would hurt him as badly as it did for all that time for me. It’s just the way things are we try and pick up and move on but it can only be done to an extent. I’m sure that may have been that turning point in my life where i realised that this planet is just the worst place to be but there isn’t much you can do so just get on with it.

And that’s what i’ve done. I’ve switched off that annoying humanity crap and just stick to a semi robotic existance and deal with things as they go.

But back to my story, this dream that was so utterly vivid that it did me in completely still haunts me now. Knowing that this one person is the only one on earth who can crush me down and not a single other person could despatch me with such an impressive lack of effort you will be able to see why even now recalling this dream still has the same effect it did months ago…

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I’m always wanting to post some kind of moving personal entry about this or that and bollocks but it never seems to happen. Probably because i’m a heartless creature from the depths of human torment but who can say really. Anyways, occasionally i like to think about the times i once owned a soul.

But the problem with that is you end up having some really horrible dreams the following night. I’m normally known to have vivid dreams of what most people would call nightmares, but instead mine are like horror films in my head and they’re wonderful. If i could record them to film i’d be famous for it.

But the last one that actually left me distraught the following day was one that featured the first bloke i fell in love with and not just a little bit either, in fact it’s safe to say even after all this time i have feelings for him. He’s the only person who out of the lot of those in my past and present, who has hurt me so badly and still can do so.

But the thing that makes this worse is that he doesn’t even know it and if…

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…. I have been reposting “uncategorised” items in to their named tags, applications such as Blogplanet, Clipmarks and  One-other-I-can’t-remember tend not to tag themselves clearly and I have vowed that I will never knowingly put a post in “uncategorised”, so every so often as is the tradition in Minsk, I clear it down.  Today is that day.

LJ crosspost will have caught a number of new unposted cross posts, so it could get funky.

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testing

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